RG

I'll call him RG. No basis at all. Just pure product of imagination.

My head's not really working properly right now. I'm not used to drinking anymore and I think I had too much. I had no reason to drink. I just had fun. Or perhaps it was just a way for my brain to open up. Yeah, this I'm sure. I love him. But I don't have any intentions of telling or showing him. I'm not ready to take that risk. From what I heard him say today, it aggravated more the desire of not telling him. Yes, my feelings is not that strong yet. I know it can still be stopped. And I am opening my hearts to others. But it's there.

I am again in that same path of loving someone first. But I pray that I don't go through the same thing again.

RG is definitely someone.