Someday

It's that season again. Not because it's February but because I feel a lot of pressures right now and the process of weighing a lot of things, hearing a lot of things, the feeling of rejection, and all is really taking its toll on me. But then of course I am such good an artist that it doesn't show. 

Sometimes I want to explode but of course I can't. I signed up for this and I should stand by what I signed up for. 

Oh well. Someday. Someday.